mythical creature

So I may have stumbled across a mythical creature, a nice guy. I am perplexed and frightened and curious. I honestly didn't think they existed, or maybe this is the last one available. Well, crappity piece o' poo! I am so not in a place to offer anything more than a friendship, but so in a place that I want to and don't want to miss the chance on something that could be amazing. He gives me butterflies. But, I also know myself well enough to know that I may be projecting all kinds of pretend aspects to his personality. That is just the way I roll.... if you don't know, make it up. He reminds me of people from my past, regrets. I think it clouds my judgment. Life is never what we plan for ourselves, is it? And part of being brave is being open to opportunities that present themselves. Fear is not a piece of the puzzle of happiness, is it? How will I discover anything about anyone or anything if I refuse to be open to possibilities outside of my realm of thinking and planning. So, here we go. I am diving in, treading water, and waiting for an adventure!