two or more

there are two sides or more to everyone aren't there? so many facets to a face. it is winter here and the winter me is dark and cold just like it is outside, leave out the purity of the white snow. there is none of that here. oh god no! i started another blog. i don't think i can merge the two. my dark and light side. funny, this is the light side and it is still pretty dark. i am going to buy paints and a canvas and some more art supplies. this is the year to get out of my head and let my creativity spark something outside of wallowing in the depths of depression and darkness and heathenism. if only i could not settle in my sallow flesh so comfortably. let in some light. chiaroscuro